Great Espresso and a Great God

     We've all heard and know that "God works in mysterious ways." That's such a nice way to put it. It's more like "God works in the weirdest, most unconventional, inconvenient, often ridiculous, sometimes irritating, simple, precious, ordinary ways." Well, that's how He works with me anyways. And that's how He spoke to me today.

     On slow days here at The Shop, I try to do something productive. I TRY. Today was lots of cleaning. I decided to tear apart my darling espresso machine and do some deep cleaning. When I took it apart I was appalled by what I found... so gross!! I thought, "Didn't I just clean this thing??" I thought back... Right, I cleaned it before the wedding. THAT WAS MONTHS AGO. *Ugh* Disgusted, I went to work. And it wasn't too far into the nauseating job that the Holy Spirit got chatty. I was reminded of what I've been told and what I have read about my beautiful machine many times before. 

"Your machine will perform as well as you want it to."

Meaning of course, the care of the machine is everything. The amount of work I put into cleaning it, in prepping it, in maintaining its efficiency, is the amount of great espresso I will get out of it. A novel idea right? 

    I know, it's not exactly profound, but it was how the Holy Spirit reminded me of some things today: 

 The amount of time and energy and investment I put into my relationship with God is what I will get out of it. I can be as used by God as I want to be. I can be as filled with the Holy Spirit as I want to be. Is it sometimes dirty and nauseating and inconvenient to maintain the upkeep on the relationship? Yes. Are the results worth it? Always.

     So my machine looks beautiful and brand new, and so does my perspective on my relationship with God. It was in the grime of that machine that God reminded me of my responsibility to Him; to our relationship. I'm not sure what I'd do if He didn't speak in the midst of that kind of stuff... because my life is mostly weird, simple, grimy, and ordinary. Here's to great espresso and a great God.

Satin In A Coffin

"You were laying on the carpet 
like you're satin in a coffin. 
You said, "Do you believe what you're sayin'?" 
Yeah right now, but not that often. 

Are you dead or are you sleepin'? 
Are you dead or are you sleepin'? 
Are you dead or are you sleepin'?"

-- Modest Mouse

These are the lyrics that the boys keep singing around me this evening. And it hit me as a call from God to His Bride. "Do you believe what you're saying?" "Are you dead or are you sleeping?" 

In response to a writing prompt by http://www.subject4change.com/ I wrote that we are on the verge of something new. God still says: 

"See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland." - Isaiah 43:19

And I can feel in it my bones! The restless I feel is only the restlessness that gets under my skin when God is calling me to something new. And I feel like He's asking "Are you dead or are you sleeping?" Because I must be one of those things because I'm not awake and alive in Him how I should be!!! I don't want to be dead or asleep! And I've made a decision to wake up and smell the coffee. To get over myself and get on with what He has! 

So Church, Friends, Family, are you dead or are you sleeping?